Just read this poem today. It kind of just fell onto lap literally.

As in I went to the library and picked up this book on photography, (am prepping for my shoot with a really good photographer on Thursday), and this poem was scribbled on a piece of paper just laying there waiting for me to pick it up and read… I think my guides have sent it down for me
Waiting

Serene, I fold my hands and wait,
Nor care for wind, nor tide, nor sea;
I rave no more 'gainst time or fate,
For lo! my own shall come to me.

I stay my haste, I make delays,
For what avails this eager pace?
I stand amid the eternal ways,
And what is mine shall know my face.

Asleep, awake, by night or day,
The friends I seek are seeking me;
No wind can drive my bark astray,
Nor change the tide of destiny.

What matter if I stand alone?
I wait with joy the coming years;
My heart shall reap where it hath sown,
And garner up its fruit of tears.

Life Sucks

Really worked up today and hope writing about it will help.

off late i keep saying to my self "tomorrow is yet another day".I have an online exam to give and some other hifi education shit to get done and send for evaluation to Geneva with in the next few days and this will make or break me in the art education world.... and with the play around the corner and the exhibition hanging on my head and mom screaming that i am not painting enough or how i am detected.. i am in this really sad zone. i actually cried as in really cried yesterday i haven't wept for a good few years but last night i just broke down with the pressure of multi tasking and not being the best. As in i realised when i do something its really important for me to excel .....I did not know that about me.

Any way with puffy swollen eyes after, 3 rounds of vodka, a lots of cigarette later( thank god there was no dope around) i did sleep only to get up a few hours later to my annoying neighbours hemash rashamiya music! man can life get any worse... thank god it will all be over by the 15th and then i will have only the Puna exhibition to think about....

I have got to run for a rehearsal now...and here is what i want who ever reads this to do - pray for me i really need it!!