jump

I had this whole thing of going with the flow, and just doing, going on in my heart this past few months. To just do what i want to do for a change and not bother or worry to much. It was like i had this insane need to break away from the wall and bounders I had created for me. I wanted to go there stand on the edge and just jump.

So i went to the cliff and jumped!! made the first move took the risk and just put my self out there.... and guess what- I fell.... fortunately the only thing dented is my ego. but it is dented for sure and it actually hurts. As in i never before felt my straight forwardness was a drawback but today i am thinking it is.

I have also come to realize that the wall I have built were for a reason and its time to built them back on. I have learned a lot in the past 2 weeks and have learned a big lesson in life and hopefully grown from it.

i am feeling so many things at the moment and i find my self repeating in my mind.... "breath Aditi breath" and then singing .... i get knocked down but i get up again, u never going to keep me down.

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